Visi's System Info

Plurality Info

As mentioned in my pinned post, I am plural! Here’s a detailed rundown of everyone that’s in my system, their roles, likes/dislikes, notes/quirks, and when they tend to show up the most, along with their "alternative" names (for if I'm describing them to someone who's not familiar with fictives; typically reserved for in-person talks, but it's listed here anyway for posterity).…please excuse the length, here; this is half me describing everyone, and half me elaborating on as many details as I can in writing for my own personal sake. Clarity outside of my jumbled thoughts, and all.As of this update in writing (11/27/2025), there are eight headmates, not counting me: Chlomaki, Ozen, Pandemonica, Pieberry, Owari, Kyōri, Sable Mirage, and Nine. I’ve laid them out here in order of discovery (so not necessarily “how long they’ve been in the system,” but more so “how long they’ve been directly observed and confirmed as an alter”), not counting Nine, who’s been in my system for YEARS far predating even Chlomaki and Sable (he’s the Gatekeeper that never fronts, so since he’d need less-immediate describing than anyone else here, I’ve got him at the end of this list).(Note: My post tag is “v.txt,” and my commonly-used heart is 💜.)

Name: Chlomaki (alt. nickname: Chloe)Gender/Pronouns: Female, She/HerSource: Wadanohara and the Great Blue SeaRole: Caretaker/Protector (definite “mother” of this system)Calls me: “Viv”Front typing prefix/post tag/heart: [C] / “c.txt” / 🖤Helps with/most active: Witchcraft activities, and coping with certain forms of trauma. Capable of long-term fronting if I’m not in a good state, but prone to stress in certain instances (e.g. she utterly despises driving, and doesn’t like to be at my job in my place). Can and will force herself up to the front if she perceives me or anyone else in this system as being sexually in danger (she’s done this more than once already).Likes: Chocolate. She will binge on this if given a window for it. Also obviously into witchcraft.Dislikes: Exercising. She hates getting sweaty and out of breath for “no reason.” She also REALLY FUCKING HATES driving, and will be very tense and nervous if she's required to do so.Notes/Quirks: My oldest directly-fictive alter. Showed up shortly after I became a witch under my goddess Tyche in April 2016, but was rather quiet, faceless, and nameless until after I realized that I was a trans woman in the spring of 2020, in which she finally fully revealed herself to me. One of the most sociable and friendly alters in this system, but she can be a bit blunt with her words, and is relatively scatterbrained.

Name: Ozen (alt. nickname: Octavia)Gender/Pronouns: Female, She/HerSource: Made in AbyssRole: Protector (formerly Persecutor)Calls me: “Vivian”Front typing prefix/post tag/heart: [O] / “o.txt” / ❤️ (my guess, at least; she seems to like the color red, but isn’t one for using emojis)Helps with/most active: Exercising. Kickboxing is my only form of exercise, and she tends to actively “coach” me through the process, from “peeling myself out of bed just to get dressed and started,” to “staying motivated enough to keep exercising all the way through to the end of the routine.” She does this to both keep me fit and healthy, and to keep me in proper fighting form, should she ever have to front and physically defend me (hence, kickboxing being my only form of exercise). If I'm in a dangerous/uneasy situation in the physical world, she will often immediately jump to the front (typically much faster than what Kyōri can pull off), running with a "bodyguard" mindset to protect me, this system, and those around me at the time that I'm also close to.Likes: My own physical fitness. Also evidently likes to fight (but because she’s told me that she wouldn’t hesitate to “go all out” in a fight and won’t specifiy what the hell she means by that, I don’t want her to fight anyone). Also very much into hip-hop/trap music (the "hard nigga activity" sort of songs, with "Like That," "Mask Off," and "Type Shit" by Future being some of her top favorites).Dislikes: Me having not exercised for too long. I’ve noticed that she tends to go “absent” if I let this happen, and will return not in the best of moods towards me.Notes/Quirks: Formerly a Persecutor. She used to be MUCH worse at first, doing things such as forcing Chlomaki (who she ALWAYS butted heads with) to exercise to a point of near-injury and fainting when she’d fronted for me throughout August/September 2023, and forcing certain eating disorder habits on me if I failed to exercise “often enough.” She’s notably mellowed out very hard ever since Pieberry came into my system in mid-February 2024. She’s still antsy for a fight, but she’s at least not menacing anyone in this system like she used to. She’s actually become pretty polite and respectful to my other headmates, at this point.While she doesn't have her own specific outfit like Owari or Sable do, I've noticed that she's halfway "claimed" one of my other outfits, that being the suit-adjacent look... as long as she gets to use my clip-on shades with the outfit, like this. With her playing the "bodyguard" role so passionately, I guess that she just really likes and prefers to look the part, too.

Name: Pandemonica (alt. nickname: Monica)Gender/Pronouns: Female, She/HerSource: HelltakerRole: Fronter/Internal Self-Helper (Manager)Calls me: “Ms. Vivian”Front typing prefix/post tag/heart: [P] / “p.txt” / 🤍Helps with/most active: Meticulous tasks. She likes to front while I’m at work, and is especially active now that I’m a manager of my job, and I tend to get bogged down with doing orders, paperwork, data work, and file management… all of which she excels in handling. She honestly just utterly outclasses me in doing these tasks, in both speed and efficiency. I’m still looking into it, but it feels as if my ADHD doesn’t actually… “apply” to her, if that makes any sense? She doesn’t get distracted from tasks very easily, unless it’s something significant (which is a hard contrast to me and my shaky attention span).Likes: Tea. Specifically, black tea. More specifically, Earl Grey tea. She likes it caffeinated and steeped hot for exactly two minutes, with absolutely nothing else added to it (milk/cream, sweeteners, lemon, etc.). Any additions at all (or if it’s decaf), and she’ll call the drink “horse piss” and commonly go to dump it out. She also likes having busy work, hence her fronting often at my job so she has something to do.Dislikes: Tea (especially decaffeinated) with anything else added into it, coffee, and sexual subjects (she is completely sex-repulsed).Notes/Quirks: One of the most frequent Fronters in this system along with Owari and Sable, showing up most often either while I’m at work, or while I'm working on a task that requires a lot of focus and attention to detail. She’s pretty tame and friendly, but she does have a bit of a sharp tongue, along with fairly dry/minimal senses of humor. I've noticed that she's a little bit socially awkward, as well (i.e. she struggles to hold up casual, in-person conversations that I myself would do just fine with, which will usually result in her temporarily backing away from the front so I can do the chatting instead). She won’t hesitate to say exactly what’s on her mind, if she determines that the possible repercussions for doing that aren’t enough for her to care about. I trust both her and Chlomaki with being at the front just about the same (which is to say, completely), since they know how to be responsible with this body (despite their addictions of chocolate and caffeinated tea either rapidly throwing off my weight, or damn near giving me heart palpitations on some days).Notably speaks with some kind of "British" accent. Neither of us are sure where exactly it's supposed to be from, but it's persistently there. That's usually the fastest and most immediate verbal tell of when she's fronting, but she'll also hide this accent by mimicking my own voice if she's speaking to someone that doesn't know about her as an alter (i.e. at work around everyone else besides my two coworkers who know about her).While she doesn't have her own specific outfit, like Owari or Sable, she definitely prefers to use my suit-adjacent outfit, seen on the right, here. I guess that it's the closest thing that she could hope for to her original outfit from the Helltaker universe itself.She’s listed as a “Manager” since she’s absolutely the best speaker for any of us. She’d been quietly tucked away in this system since some time in 2021, and only got discovered in early October 2023 when both Chlomaki and myself started noticing her poking her head out at my job more often than ever (notably, as I started getting stuck in our office more often to do orders/data work). In that time frame, she’d been carefully observing this system and everyone in it, and if/when I can start going to therapy, I fully trust her to describe us to the therapist. I completely trust her to describe my own personal problems to others, since I usually don’t know how to word things as well as she can.

Name: Pieberry (alt. nickname: Penny)Gender/Pronouns: Female, She/HerSource: Witch SpringRole: LittleCalls me: “Vivi”Front typing prefix/post tag/heart: [B] / “b.txt” / 💙Helps with/most active: Age regression periods, and coping with certain forms of childhood trauma. She first showed up and was introduced to my system on February 11th, 2024, and she’s still a bit bashful and shaky on what to do. She seems to front in idle periods when I’m alone, so she can fully indulge in what she likes without prying eyes (“what she likes” being snacks and plush toys).Likes: Snacks, treats and desserts (so basically, sugar and some junk foods). Also really likes plush toys (namely, her red panda plush), and kid-appropriate nature documentaries.Dislikes: Mean/dangerous people. She’s prone to depressive episodes if she’s left to think about this subject for too long (e.g. certain directions of my childhood trauma).Notes/Quirks: Formerly Paimon, from Genshin Impact; ID shifted on 1/11/2025.…by virtue of what my blog/dashboard looks like by default (randomly and AGGRESSIVELY NSFW), I’m fairly certain that she’s going to avoid speaking much at all there.She’s shy, but a sweetheart. Chlomaki (the Caretaker and “mother” of this system) absolutely dotes on her, and views their interactions in a very “mother/daughter” kind of light. Surprisingly enough, Ozen is very nice to her, stating outright from the very beginning that she’d never harm or assail Pieberry for any reason, since she “helps me in ways that no one else in this system can,” and since she’s a child. She seems to get along great with Owari, as well, despite their EXTREME differences (I think that I know what this is about, but that’s private info). She also took an immediate shine to Sable, once she openly appeared in this system; I wanted to be a "horse girl" as a kid/teen, so it seems that Pieberry — this system's Little — showcased that desire of mine perfectly, once a "new" horse girl came into her line of sight.Also, fun note: If you noticed my sudden and relatively expensive plush toy-buying endeavors, as of 2024… guess who's been quietly urging me on, there. Before I even knew what her name was (or that she was even there in my headspace to begin with), her interest in plush toys was compelling me to suddenly buy these things, after ~30 prior years of me having next to no interest in plush toys at all.

Name: Owari (alt. nickname: Olivia)Gender/Pronouns: Female, She/HerSource: Azur LaneRole: SexualCalls me: “Vivi”Front typing prefix/post tag/heart: [W] / “w.txt” / 💗Helps with/most active: “Helps” is extremely subjective here. She’s impulsively hypersexual, to the point of near-reckless behavior. Yes, worse than anything that I’ve showcased myself. I kind of have a theory as to why she’s here, but that’s information that I’m not trying to give out to anyone.She tends to just… idly front, sometimes. I can’t tell when or where she’ll decide to make an appearance. She just goes for it, says/~~does~~ her piece, and then backs off. ~~She seems to get a kick out of targeting me more often than I care to admit (typically via passive influence), likely since I struggle with saying “no” sometimes.~~Likes: Sex, and being a flirt/tease. She loves to dance, loves hip-hop/trap music (the kind to shake your ass to, with "Hot Shit" by Cardi B, "Stir Fry" by Migos, and "Jiggle it" by Young Leek being some of her top favorites), and has also shown interest in “kawaii future bass” kind of songs. She loves to show off our body more than anyone else here, hence this outfit that she put together herself being her preferred look on our days off from work. She also loves being out in public, along with socially drinking/dancing in bars.Dislikes: Not being allowed to get off for too long, and people that kill her vibe (so anyone that she perceives as “creepy/gross”).Notes/Quirks: One of the most frequent Fronters in this system along with Pandemonica and Sable, showing up seemingly on a whim (usually at night, when she can fully “indulge herself” to her heart’s content; she does frequently front at my job these days, much to Pandemonica’s direct displeasure). According to herself, she initially appeared back on December 12th, 2022 after a very particular and JARRINGLY INTENSE sexual experience that I had on that night, and had quietly been in this system up until February 22nd, 2024, the day that I got hit on for the first time in my life. So in terms of actual discovery/introduction, she’s just barely newer than Pieberry.She’s a flirt, and a tease. She seems to be very good at doing those things. I am not a flirt or a tease, and have no goddamn idea how to do either one of those things. She frequently types “Like this~” when fronting, viewing that formatting as cute and flirty (which is an easy tell for when she’s fronting, since no one else in this system does that). I’m rather nonchalant/a bit “jokey” about my sexuality (until it gets serious, of course), where she’s completely serious and passionate about it, no matter what. Those are some of our biggest contrasts.She’s respectful towards everyone else in this system, and keeps her sexual impulses far away from the rest of our headmates. For example, she initially expressed direct interest in Chlomaki, but after Chlomaki didn’t reciprocate that feeling, Owari backed off without question. This tells me that her moral compass and grasp on consent are at least solid, and not something to worry about. Even Pieberry seems to have taken a shine to her (which, again, I have a theory about why this is, but that’s extremely private and won’t be elaborated on here).That being said, I’ve noticed that her and Pandemonica tend to butt heads a lot more than I could have anticipated. One is a sleepy but hard worker with no libido to speak of (and is actually just outright sex-repulsed), and the other is, as Pandemonica has phrased it herself, “a reckless slut.” Owari getting worked up late at night directly interferes with Pandemonica getting enough sleep to function correctly at my job, so that seems to be the main point of contention between the two… along with Owari’s lack of a personal filter giving her a penchant for colorfully expressing her lust out in the open, where Pandemonica can both see and hate it.

Name: Kyōri (alt. nickname: Kona)Gender/Pronouns: Nonbinary, They/Them or She/HerSource: Puzzle & DragonsRole: ProtectorCalls me: “Vivian”Front typing prefix/post tag/heart: [K] / “k.txt” / 💛Helps with/most active: Physical protection.Likes: Certain types of weapons (assumed, seeing that they appeared to get intrigued when I mentioned that I still had my training weapons from my old martial arts class from ages ago during a certain conversation). They seem to be interested in meditation and tea, as well; I asked everyone what they'd do on a day off to themselves, and Kyōri's immediate answer floated around the concept of "meditating out in nature with a cup of hot tea, and not a phone or computer screen in sight."Dislikes: Excessive violence, but they aren't adverse to using violence, themselves (as long as it’s justified).Notes/Quirks: They were introduced to this system on 5/29/24… but, they might have just been quietly in this system long before that, since I could swear that I could feel/sense their presence very periodically in the past before then. They showed up rather quickly (as in, less than 12 hours later) after I’d broken off from someone that rubbed me and a couple of my headmates in a very wrong way, so this leads me to believe that they’re definitely here as a physical defender for this system.They seem to readily ask me and our other headmates a lot of questions as they get them, so I have them pegged as a very inquisitive type. They’ve been very polite so far, and seem to go out of their way to not cross any personal boundaries, or pry about anything that they figure is “not their business,” electing to immediately back down from a question if it seems to be pushing the buttons of the other person. I’ve noticed that they’re my first headmate that’s visibly not a human like everyone else (even Nine is more humanoid than them); I’m not sure if that means much of anything, but it still feels important to take note of.I’m still learning about them, but from what I’ve been able to note so far, they’re pretty similar to Ozen in the way of keeping me physically safe if push ever comes to shove, but they’re definitely MUCH less aggressive, violent, and reckless about it. I’ll trust Kyōri to handle a physical fight before Ozen, strictly because Kyōri has already stated that they’d only do “as much as they needed to” in a fight, whereas Ozen won’t tell me what the hell she means by “doing whatever is necessary” to win one. Despite their different approaches, Ozen seems to already respect Kyōri as an equal (likely since they’re both a kind of “fighter”).

Name: Sable Mirage (alt. nickname: Sable)Gender/Pronouns: Female, She/HerSource: Umamusume: Pretty Derby (halfway; see Notes section)Role: FragmentCalls me: “Viv”Front typing prefix/post tag/heart: [S] / “s.txt” / 🤎Helps with/most active: Still not very clear. She very abruptly comes and goes as she pleases, but definitely seems to be a social butterfly of sorts (i.e. I've noticed that she's quick to front if my mood is low).Likes: Running, moving quickly, apples (very specifically Honeycrisp), plain oat bars, and spring water. Yes, she's literally coded like a horse. If she fronts for me at my job, the aforementioned food/drink items are 100% of her lunch items of choice, every single time. She also seems to have an attachment to certain songs from the Umamusume franchise, as well as a subtle liking for singing, and a definite liking for dancing.Dislikes: Being idle for too long, or moving too slowly. She gets very fidgety if this happens.Notes/Quirks: One of the most frequent fronters of this system, along with Owari and Pandemonica. Very cheerful, confident, and positive, and bounces back from low moods much smoother than most of us can. Loves to be the center of attention (as if she were on a stage or under a spotlight), walks with a proud strut and demeanor, and smiles a lot more than most of us (she's very immune to this body's usual case of resting bitch face, if that makes sense). She notably speaks (and lately, also types) with a rather obvious Southern/country sort of accent, which is a VERY easy tell for when she's fronting, in the same vein as Pandemonica's obvious British accent. These two seem to be the only ones in my system with their own specific accents going on.She's an Umamusume, in spirit and function. She calls herself "Sable" for short, but she will full-name it to "Sable Mirage" whenever convenient. It's a "speed/I like running" sort of vibe, between the factors of "our skin is brown and our clothes are black (sable coat coloring is brown/black)," and "we can move fast." it reads like a racing/stage name, which tracks perfectly with her half-connection to the Umamusume franchise, which revolves around horse girls that run in races, and sing/dance in concerts on stages. On that note, she is NOT a fictive identity or derivative of any of the characters from that franchise. I'm guessing that this is why she was so slow to openly introduce herself outside of this system, at first (i.e. not wanting to be mistaken for an "OC," or something like that). Despite that, she still has rather strong feelings towards the Umamusume universe, and will immediately perk up even more than usual when interacting with other horse girls like herself.I first noticed her in this system in early September 2025... but, after a bit of analysis and reflection on past events, I've learned that she's actually straight-up the third-oldest alter in this system, behind Nine and myself. Yes, she's even older than Chlomaki, in terms of overall time being present in this system. Here's my rundown of what happened.I first started to actively question my gender identity at 12 years old, back in 2005. I was still an obligate "boy" at the time, but strongly felt that something was wrong there. Not knowing what "being a trans girl" was, I suppressed the feeling, which also influenced what sort of "animal kid" I ended up being. You know, like "wolf boy" or "horse girl." I list those two examples because that's literally the divide that I came to. Due to my circumstances (both environmental and traumatic at that time), I went with "wolf boy," which resulted in a system split that spat out an alter that was quite literally a wolf boy, who then proceeded to become the ONLY fronter since it was just him and myself present at the time (with Nine being effectively invisible in the background), and he was so much more confident, dominant, and outspoken than I ever was. I had no idea that I was a system at this time, and really just... let it all happen, while I only quietly existed in the backseat from that point on. Watching him live out this life "for me," in a way.At the time of that "wolf boy or horse girl" split, while I clearly went with the former... the latter very quietly happened at the same time, too. That was Sable, entering this system. I've always loved horses, and the thought of being a "horse girl" was very appealing to me as a kid/teen, but since I had no idea what gender dysphoria or being a trans girl was, I never noticed her, and she never liked my body or the way that I presented myself enough to make her presence known. So, she remained present but fully dormant and faceless in my system, up until three future events urged her back to life.The first event was the hard "death" (or very deep dormancy) of the wolf boy alter, in about 2015. He was VERY dominant in the system, was HORRIBLY MISGUIDED as a person, and almost got us seriously hurt or killed more times than I can emphasize. No one was presenting themselves until he was long gone (see: Chlomaki not appearing until about April 2016; between 2015 and then, it was just Nine and more so myself openly running the show, and between 2005 and 2015, it may as well have just been that wolf boy alter in the system, with how uncontested he was in that period).The second event was me finally realizing that I was a trans woman in the spring of 2020, and starting HRT on September 1st of that same year. This got the ball rolling on my body attaining a more satisfying feminine shape over time (which I'd never had before in my life, until I'd been on HRT for long enough).The third event was me eventually developing an interest in the Umamusume franchise, in the mid-to-late summer of 2025... a franchise that is literally about horse girls. It was something that she could definitively point at the characters of, and say "Hey, yeah, that's me!"After I started getting into this franchise, I distinctly felt a "new" presence growing in my system that I'd never felt before (mainly in the way of quietly but very clearly influencing the design notes of a new outfit that I'd been drafting together at that time, which is now her primary preferred outfit; the poncho reads like a race horse's saddle cloth, the hair flower — something that I'd never worn or considered wearing before this — gives extra "stage/attention" flair, and the boots both are very easy to run in, and have a chain on their heels that sounds/feels like spurs while walking). My other headmates could feel her coming around, too.After a bit of reflection and reaching out, Sable finally revealed herself. At first, she and the rest of us thought that she just split out of nowhere, following my interest in the Umamusume franchise. But, when Sable and I sat down and reflected off of one another, we came to realize just how LONG she'd been in this system, and what the three catalysts were that brought her out of her 20-year dormancy period.And.... here she is, now. The horse girl that I've apparently been/had inside of me since 2005.

Nickname: “Nine”Gender/Pronouns: Indefinite. Seems to drift between “masculine” and “unclear” leanings. Mainly goes with “He/Him” pronouns, but seems to be okay with “It/Its” pronouns, too.Source: Can’t get into that.Role: Gatekeeper/ProtectorCalls me: “Vivian”Front typing prefix/post tag/heart: N/A for all three (he’s basically never at the front)Helps with/most active: Overall control of this system, from top to bottom. Lets the others front as needed, but can force/remove anyone to/from the front if deemed necessary.Notes/Quirks: The oldest alter in this system, even predating Chlomaki and Sable by a VERY long shot… but, has almost never fronted himself. I can describe him best as “a quiet spectator, with admin controls.” None of us are able to (or, technically, allowed to) get into his more personal details (we all do know it, but it’s extremely complicated as to why it has to go unspoken), but he’s easily the most powerful/influential alter in this system, with final say in anything that goes on here. Even Ozen addresses him respectfully, and hasn’t dared to speak down on him at all.This system is rather small because of him. Unauthorized new alters are immediately suppressed by Nine as they present themselves. I don’t know how many alters have been buried in this way, but it's happened A LOT over the years. I can “feel” this process as it happens. I start to blank out like a split is trying to happen, I get a fucking intense but brief headache, and then I (Vivian) am back up at the front, feeling somewhat dazed and confused. It’s not a fun process. I don’t know what his criteria for new alters is, as he’s never elaborated on that detail to me and probably never will, but it’s apparently extremely strict. I’m genuinely surprised that seven other alters have met his standards well enough to be given free reign of my headspace.All that being said, however, I and the rest of this system do understand his reasons for being so strict with who can be in here. These are just some more intricate details that none of us can or will get into, but yeah. He’s got all of our full and unwavering trust.